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I’ve got a week and a half to go before moving out of my current place, and it’s proving to be incredibly painful. I spend hours and hours out of the house each day, because the thought of coming back here is too depressing. And I came home tonight to discover my housemate had been in my room again! and left the door to my balcony unlocked again! Each night I walk home, and as I approach my place I start going over and over in my head everything I would say to her, "you’re a control freak, you’re patronising, you’ve got appaling communication skills, you’re a liar, you don’t fucking look after your cats, etc etc etc" and I have to calm myself down and remind myself its not much longer, it’ll be over soon, better to bite my tongue and not cause problems cuz it’ll be over soon. And then I remember that after this, I’ll be back out west at my parents for a few weeks till I have enough money together for bond and such. And the time stretches out til all this will be over and it’s never gonna fucking stop raining.